Heart beat

8 Weeks 1 Day

Mom, Jake and I went to the Ogden Temple in house today. It was absolutely beautiful! I can't wait to go back and spend time in the celestial room... GORGEOUS! !! After we went to Farr's for some ice cream. Traditions! 

Belly pictures!

I pretty much doubled in size!

7 Weeks 6 Days

Today mom, belle, and I went for messages and pedicures for moms birthday. HEAVEN!!! We then went Olive Garden for lunch then I had to rush to work. Ugh!

When I got home from work look what I found on the fridge....

How stinking cute is Jake??? LOVE! He has been so excited about this little one too. He has been a Champ with all pound the extra projects he has been working on to prepare for this baby. I am so blessed to have him as my husband and my baby's daddy. Loves!

7 Weeks 5 Days

Great news!!!! I had my ultrasound today and she has a beautiful heart beat of 166!!!!

All day long while I was waiting for my ultrasound I was about have a nervous breakdown. A prayer was constantly on my mind and I was so scared I was shaking. Mom came to pick Jake and I up and by the time we pulled up the hospital I was bawling. Mom stuff a prayer and we head in. Kellie met us there which was nice too. I met MmHg new OB Dr. Seale and I really like him! He was very warm and sweet and very mindful of my needs.

We went into the ultrasound room and as soon the probe hit my uterus we saw the heart beat immediately! I lost it then and there and I could hear Kellie and my mom bawling too and Jake squeezing my hand. She was beautiful!

Once the ultrasound was printed off, Jake took it and started dancing with it. So adorable.

Mom,Jake,and I then went to Applebee's for lunch.Out was fun. Definitely much better then the end of my last ultrasound. Thats for sure!

Here's our little Angel...

7 Weeks 4 Days

Tomorrow is my first ultrasound and I'm scared death. This is around the same time that last baby passed so I've pretty much been giving myself panic attacks! I at least still have been feeling nauseous and very tired so this at least has been a small comfort for me. Thank goodness for my symptoms.  Praying that this little one will be blessed and healthy and strong with a heart beat!

7weeks 2days

My first ultrasound is in three days. I have been soooo afraid of what we might find. In two days I will be as far along as when I lost my last baby. I keep telling myself to calm down and not cause myself stress but that is easier said then done.

I have been having lots and lots of painful and dull cramps everyday off and on. I keep telling myself that the pain is just a possible cyst, but deep down I am so frightened for an ectopic pregnancy. Luckily, I have had absolutely no bleeding this pregnancy, not even during implantation.  If it was an ectopic pregnancy then wouldn't I have bleeding?

Symptoms: Everyday nausea, can't brush my teeth without dry heaving with the occasional acid vomit, sore breasts, raised nipples, fatigue, and the lovely constant urination just kicked in. I had to pee 6 times during the middle of the night. Ugh! Decreased appetite, however I have been able to eat at work, last week it was near impossible to get my self to eat much.

Weight: 279. 4 Pounds down from pre pregnancy weight. (283)

updated chart.

5 weeks 5 days

My first ultrasound ifs scheduled for Aug 19th. That is so far away!!! I have been very scared for this pregnancy, but I just need to have faith and stop living in scarcity. I have been oober nauseous all day long. Who called it morning sickness? More like all day sickness.  Work called and told me that I had to get a doctor's note in order continue working. My doctor has never met me so I was worried at how I was going to pull that off. After much contemplation and several phone calls, he finally decided to write one. Phew. That was a blessing. My doctor its Dr.Seale. I have heard great things about him. I have always been apprehensive about male OBs but I am more concerned about my baby's safety rather then having a female doctor.

Symptoms : SUPER low energy (laid in bed all day after work and watched movies), lots of nausea, cramping, weak, tingling nipples.